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[30 Mar 2004|08:48pm]
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1 Death threat| Judge me.

[30 Mar 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Haunted ]

Okay, it seems like time to actually post a real update. For those of you who don't know, I have another journal where I post my thoughts and stuff. This is one I made for joining communities and putting my poetry and stuff. If anyone wants me to add them to my other journal, just let me know here and I will. My other username is oblahdy. Okay, well, that's enough then.

1 Death threat| Judge me.

[30 Mar 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | Evanescence: Tourniquet ]

Quizzes )

Judge me.

[30 Mar 2004|07:14pm]
Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Las Vegas
You Shine bright and partake in all the vices. You'd rather burn out then fade away.
Judge me.

[30 Mar 2004|07:08pm]
[ mood | obsessive ]
[ music | Evanescence: Hello ]

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

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Green Escape [23 Mar 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | Evanescence: My Last Breath ]

My life was full of pain
Like most lives are
Always searching for a vein
And then covering the scar

However, the escape
To this misery, I fear
Might make some people gape
And yet bring others near

The thing that calmed me down
After years of dispair
Has always been around
But I didn't know where

Submerging in a haze
A massive white mist
Being happy for days
With no blood on my wrist

So what is this great thing
That takes my problems away
That makes me feel like I have wings
And can fly across the bay

It goes by many names
And looks many different ways
But introduce it to flames
And your mind will be amazed

You're very easygoing
Once you hit the bong
And you keep the cycle going
To help yourself along

You probably already share
This haven of which I speak
But if you're unaware
Then pot is what you seek

It's not a bad drug
Addictive and all that
It's more like a big hug
After a day of combat

So if it sounds good to you
Then I have done my task
Letting the world view
What laws try to mask

Judge me.

The Unknown [23 Mar 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Evanescence: Hello ]

When you look around
What is it that you see
It turns my smile to a frown
Thinking of what they could be

Yet they act like they don't care
And they sell themselves short
I don't think it's very fair
To do things of the sort

And yet I am guilty
Like so many more
Of settling for three
When I could have gotten four

I don't really know why
We are the way we are
Letting our lives pass us by
Instead of reaching for the stars

Maybe it's out poison
Not caring what happens next
If only it was written
In some great, all-knowing text

One day I hope to see
The secrets of the human mind
Or perhaps I'll let it be
For someone else to find

Judge me.

The Fine Line [23 Mar 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Evanescence: Taking Over Me ]

There is a fine line
between love and hate
Though both are divine
they have different traits

Hate is a feeling
of which I know
I am still reeling
from it's last blow

Without hate in my life
it'd be very dull
Like a wornout knife
or a battered old skull

I wish I could reveal
that I know the other side
But with the emptiness I feel
you'd think I had died

Love is grand
the most magical of things
It makes a might strand
from several little strings

Of these two emotions
most only want one
I don't agree with the notion
Without hate, love is done

To be only half full
is not what I want
For a hollowed out soul
is too easy to haunt

There is a fine line
between love and hate
Though both are divine
they have different traits

Judge me.

Names [23 Mar 2004|06:00pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Evanescence: Imaginary ]

What does it feel like
to fall in love
Is it like riding a bike
you just need a little shove

Or is it bigger
than some simple task
Although I may have vigor
I'm not the one to ask

I have an obsession
with love's origin
Yet in my possession
it's never quite been

The people around me
are all holding hands
Their names carved in trees
and sketched in the sand

Yet all of these brands
in the trees have decayed
And the names in the sand
have all washed away

So when I find that name
by which mine will be shown
I won't do the same
I'll etch it in stone

Judge me.

Love Conquers All [23 Mar 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Evanescence: Tourniquet ]

LOVE
is all I want
and all I need.
Having someone
CONQUERS
anything the world
can throw at you.
I will have
ALL
I ever need
when I find
that special someone.

Judge me.

Believe [23 Mar 2004|05:51pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Evanescence: Haunted ]

You need to believe
in what you can't see.
For try to conceive
a blind man's decree.

To need the sight
to believe that it's real.
Being hollow is a fright
with which I couldn't deal.

Do you believe in oxygen
that keeps us alive?
What is it then
that helps us breathe when we dive?

If you believe in this
then why not love.
For it's a simple kiss
that gives us the power to rise above.

Judge me.

The One [23 Mar 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Evanescence: My Immortal ]

Will I ever find her
Is she looking too
Have I already met her
Or will she be brand new

What color is her hair
Brown, blonde, or red
Will it be fair
Or perhaps bring me dread

I don't care about her looks
That's not what really matters
But if she doesn't read books
It would make my heart shatter

The perfect woman is out there
Looking for me I hope
And if she isn't a millionaire
I will try to cope

During the day we'll play
Maybe do a crossword puzzle
And at night, I pray
We'll snuggle up and nuzzle

Will she be romantic
And sway me to her side
Or will we just click
And show our love with pride

Will she be a writer
Of love and romance
Pulling me in tighter
To her enchanting trance

Her love one day I'll win
Of that I am sure
Because if there's one thing I believe in
It's love that is pure

Judge me.

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